Hard for Us

by marrie



If this is hard for you,
This is hard for me, too.

I once read
That being mature isn't about doing what you want,
But doing what you should.

You once asked,
Several times, actually,
Why aren't you matured?
And I didn't have an absolute answer, really.

I did begged
For you to take more time
For us to be wiser.

You are a wise man
Wiser than anybody else, in fact!
Even so,
At some situations, you just lose it.
And I'm going to tell you that
It is the hardest when you did.

If this is hard for you,
This is hard for me, too.

I do believe
That everything needs patience,
And I'm doing it
When I am in the sound of silence.

You did apologize.
Too many times,
I'm sick of it.

You knew it was wrong,
But then again you'll repeat the act.
I'm sick of it.
Yes, I really do.

I gave up,
I backed off,
I got over.

I'll reminisce,
I'll miss,
I'll say
'I'll meet you when I meet you.'

If this is hard for you,
Then
This is hard for me, too.